Find myself waking up in darkness, checks the clock, it says '4 a.m.' I return to sleep.
Find myself waking up in light, checks the clock, it says '8 a.m.' Still I return to sleep.
Wakes up at around 11, only to figure out there's not much to figure out. My next appointment is still at 15, and I'm left with nothing to do. Whenever I hear a sound from the outside it frightens me. The bossy idiots from the outside would engulf me whole and I would never want to stir another anxiety, not yet.
So I sit idly in my bed and wait.