Lazy from C-Z

What on earth were you thinking What on earth Some ships are better off sinking Not on earth Sometimes love is a devotion It flies us all in waves of emotion Up and down In perpetual motion These walls, they keep on thumping Who is it on the other side Let me sleep Let me sleep Let me sleep They, they keep on thumping What on earth These walls are finally crumbling Why on earth Sometimes love is a devotion It flies us all in waves of emotion Up and down In perpetual motion Up and down... We couldn't show the things I saw The birds and the trees, on the other side We're better off in torment These walls, these walls need to open wide Good riddance Love, yours truly

I keep having Elvin Bishop's Fooled Around and Fell in Love on repeat in my head all morning. It's like an infection that can't seem to go. I gave in to the temptation and have it played on Youtube as I write this. There is only one person that comes to mind when I think of that song. It's not a pretty memory though; it's something that I try to disassociate myself with every day. If all else fails, perhaps a lobotomy could be of assistance. Nothing good could come of heartbreak. It's only heightened by the fact that today is the worse day of all, knowing that that person could be spending it with someone else. It's not the only day I've thought about this. Times change and it might be different, or it might not be. What I do know is that I've never been the same since then. Probably not ever. It's been more than a year or so. I've been stranded in this room for the same duration since then, a hikikomori , just like I've always f...